Blah.. I feel so irritated right now..
So hmm.. lots has changed since I last updated.. I can't even recall when the last time I wrote a real entry in here..
I feel like life is just going by so quickly.. I seem to never have time to just sit down and relax and savor the moments anymore..
I have so much going on right now.. I am in the process of moving AGAIN.. but this time to something more permanent.. Where I currently reside was always meant to be just a temporary place until my Bro and I clould save enough to get our own place.. Too bad the new place is all up in the boonies.. But at least it's a place I can call my own.. My own little refuge from the chaotic world I live in..
BUT.. moving is such a stressful experience.. having to look for the right place.. moving all your crap.. settling in.. blah blah blah.. searching for a place is actually the hardest part.. I get so frustrated searching and searching and coming up with a dead end.. or places that seem worth it at first and then when you view the damn place, it's totally not what you expected.. Just thinking about it right now is giving me a bigger headache..
I also have a life altering event due to occur in October of this year.. I'm excited yet scared at the same time..
SF Pride is this weekend.. I get to see some of my dearest friends and fambam that I have not seen in ages.. I'm also walking the parade with my company.. I volunteered to be a safety monitor for our float.. Basically all I'm doing is making sure no one gets ran over by the float.. LOL.. We still need safety monitors for it and we also still need people that just want to walk the parade with us.. For more info, just hit me up..
Comic-Con is next month in SD and I volunteered for that as well.. I'm actually debating on whether or not I still want to Cos-play for that event.. It's going to be so effin HOT there..
I'm also debating on whether or not to transfer to another position or location or both.. I feel so stressed out lately.. When I go on vacation in November, I will have time to think about what I want to do.. Man, it's not even going to be a real vacation though when I'm gone.. I'm still going to be pretty busy..
So having to deal with all this shit is putting so much stress on me.. Which is not good.. But who ever said life was easy right? I just got to roll with the punches and suck it up..
I'm trying my best to be strong but it's hard.. I'm surrounded by so many caring individuals yet I feel so alone..
Ugh i have to go back to work.. I'll write more later..
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